On the Lighter side of things

Well things have been a bit up and down since i last updated the blog. However I am not gonna do a recap here of all of it. But I will update people on the sporting front of things. lol

Last year I somehow .. and i mean by a miracle ended up being picked for the Companies cricket team. Yes for my office which play League cricket here on a very competitive level. Anyway if being picked wasn't much of a surprise what followed was even more shocking.

The season started with a big win for us and I again somehow managed to be Player of the match in the first game. Although the season didnt turn out as good as the start ( mainly cause our batting sucked) I however ended up being the highest wicket taker for the team and among the top 5 in the leauge.

which brings us to this year. Again through out the previous season we struggled with our batting so i decided to help the team out a bit. How u may ask... well by indiucting some of my friends into the team whereever they were needed.
The result, well We ended up having 9 Desi player every game of the playing 11.
Anyway so this season again started off with a win, rather another kick ass win , however our second game proved to be a wake up call. we lost the game bad and that led to a host of discussions around the office, among players and bosses alike .. haha well never thought the bosses would ever have time to think how the team is doing esp in the middle of the credit crunch.
Anyway what happened at the end of all that talk ... and a few hrs before our next game .. was the most shocking .. out of the blue i was named Captain of the team for the rest of the season .
Haha may of u who have seen me play .. would probably fall off the bed laughing.
well So far 3 games have been played in my command and we have won em all .. not bad eh.
well and what has happened after that is that at the moment my team is placed second on the league table .. with 4 games left in the season. SO LETS SEE HOW IT GOES FROM HERE ON. HAHAHA

Positivity and Optamism

Just as they say .. "everythiung happens for a reason". Now although it is not a hard line fact that the reason has to be positive, but whats the harm in looking towards the bright side of the picture at all times. is it so wrong to think in a positive manner, handling every hurdle and problem in life with a positive and upbeat approach.... is it so wrong to ask others to do the same .. cheering people up with a taste of positivity and optamism. If yes then i am guilty.

I have always tried to look to the postives in life... never let negitivity run my life even in the worst moments i managed to find the light and look at things with an optamists eyes. But i guess positivity and optamism have its disadvantages .. disadvantages that heavily outweight the the advantages. for starters positivity also gives rise to expectations and hope ... promises and gestures ... but when they are not fulfilled ... the world turns ugly ....

so maybe positivity is just for the idealistic fools who always see the world as a perfect place .. no normal human being should have that thinking ... emotions, feelings and disappointments should have no place in a persons life .. one should always think of bad things , expect the worst and be prepared for it ... perhaps that is the secret of a happiness and not thinking about the good things in life

Another factor that also comes into play is caring ... cause caring becomes intrusion very fast .. so caring , friendship must have boundries one must never try to cross em or they come back to bite u ...

However for an idealistic fool like me to come up with such conculsions is very unexpected ,... so as always I would like to end with a request for all ur thoughts on the matter .

Here we go again

OK once again I am updating this after a long time .. I am lazy I know .. anyway so things have been a bit here and there recently .. I have suffered once again the disappointment of missing yet another wedding .. Now that makes it 3 in a row .. which really really suxs .. Cant blame the people who are begining to question my intentions .. but i hope i can make it up to everyone next time ..

Anyway so after years of anticipation especially the last 3 months when Mama and Papa had finally put the word of coming down here into action, Mind you those three months seemed like a lifetime .. anyway once decided it was crunch time ... cleaning the place up .. u shoud have an idea what an all guys place looks like .. haha .. anyway they are finally here .. Made it out of pakistan and into the british empire. and guess what welcomes them ..

A weel of constant thunderstorms... for mama 1 day of staying home alone was enough .. She has been in Manchester for a week now and doesnt seem to make up her mind of coming back ... so for me its been a very uneventful time.

Well as far as my luck with premediated plans go .. it continues to suck bvadly .. Why? cause my trip to Norway that i had been planning since april ... seems like thats not gonna go through either ... but lets keep our fingers crossed shall we .

Anyway f9inally after 2 rainy months and cold nights it seems the summer is finally finding its way here ... Lets hope it stays .. I have been dying to go to Alton Towers so far ..but cant seem to get a group togather .. so all interested say I ..

alright lunch time over its back to work now .. cheers

Its been a while

Alright .. so its been a while .. and i ve been getting yelled at by somke to update the blog .... and i have been thinking about it for a while .. but have never really had the energy to sit down and do it so i m gonna re cap everything in a nut shell ..
the trip hopme went great .. leaving aside the flying issues ... the 17 hr wait at 3 different airports in england wasnt an ideal begining .. plus the fact that the flight that i did eventually get took me to lahore instead of peshawar ... the entire lecture about the way i looked wasnty fun either ,.. if anyone hasnt seen the pics on facebook .... i m reffering to my mush ... go check it out. the rest of the trip[ was super busy ... didnt even get time to breathe easy .. some holiday .. haha ... and then in the end again ticket trouble ...
So all in all it was 20 days of fun time .. and since then ... its been all work and no play ... well it was for a month .. and then the fateful night when i went to see my freinds cousin in new castle ..
.. i had guests over that night .. at my house for the first time in ages .. but not before being robbed, a run in with the cops regarding taht and a 3 hr interogation in a shirt with freezing cold wind outside ... why .. cause my jacket was among the things stolen ...
I did manage to go to london liek 7 times in the last month ..w hich on the whole is more than the accumaled number that i ve been there in 4 years
I also got promoted .. well its not official yet .. havent got the memo so far .. but the orders have been issued .. so that was good ...
and on the negitive note .. killed my social life all togather ... am curently in a nopn talking state with like 90% of my freind s .. why .. thats a long story so dont ask
so thats the jist of it
The rest .. i mean the recent stuff will come in in the next post .. so wait for that ... and it shall be soon

Feelings

Jo ghar se dour hotay hain
Bohat Majbour hotay hain
Kabhie Baghoon mein sotay hain
Kabhie chup Chup ke rotay hain

Gharoon ko yaad kartay hain
To phir faryaad kartay hain
Mager jo beysahara hoon
Gharoon se bhi kinara hoon
Inhain ghar kaun deyta hai
Yeh khatra kaun leyta hai
Bari mushkil se ek kamra
Jahan koi nahin rehta
nagar se paar milta hai
bohat baykar mila hai
Phir do teen hum jaisay
Mila laytay hain sab paisay
aur aapas mein yeh kehtay hain
keh mil jul keh rehtay hain
Koi khana banay ga
koi jharoo Lagay ga
Koi Dhoay ga sab kapray
to rah lein ge baray sukh se
magar garmi bhari raatien
Tapis aalood saughatien
aur oper se ageeb kamra
ghutan aur habas ka pahra
Thakan se choor hotay hain
Sukoon se dour hotay hain
Bohat Ji chahta hai tab
Kay Maa ko bhaig de yaa rab
Jo apni gaud mein le kar
Humien thandi hawa de kar
Soladay neend kuch aisi
Kay Totay phir na ek pal bhi
Magar kuch bhi nahin hota
to kar letay hain samjota
Koi dil mein bilakta hai
Koi paharoon mein sulagta hai
Jab apna kaam kar ke hum
Palat tay hain hum to aakhien num
Makan wiran milta hai
Bohat bayjan milta hai
Khushi Madhum rehti hai
Fiza Magmoon rahti hai
Baray ranjoor kyun na hoon
Baray majboor kyun na hoon
Awail mein mahinay kay
Sab apnay khoon pasinay kay
Jo paisay jor letay hain
aur apnay Khat mein Likhtay hain
Hum apna Dhihaan rakhtay hain
Bari khushbakht ghariyaan hain
yahan Khushiyaan hi Khushiyaan hain

So we start another year

People say that time flies .. but what they often dont realise is how fast it flies .. lets take it this way .. i am sitting in the exact same spot .. on the exact same sofa watching the exact same move that i was watching when i wrote my last blog ... and that was new years eve ,... its been 3 weeks .. and there is nothing different about it ...

So we have entered into 2007 .. wow .. amamzing .. over the last 3 weeks all i ve been hearing is happy new year .. 5 million people gathering in freezing cold to see what i wud call a stupid countdown... doent really make sense .. but what i wanna know is whats the big deal .. its like time is flying away from us and we are doing nothing to keep up ...

lets see what i have achieved in the last 3 weeks ... ummmm ... ummm ... ummm ... nothing ... absolutely nothing at all .... oh yes i did manage to get rid of my biggest problem .. my bank .. closed down my account .. now at least i dont have to worry about barclays bank anymore .. hahahaha

well life has gone a bit slow ... lufbra people are all busy with exams and man my brains are bursting thanx to the workload .. people in pakistan are complaining as it is freaking cold there .. people in canada are complaining that it has finally snowed ,, and here we are in a full time muck ... thats right i donno what else to call the UK weather ... but whats that we all have in common ...

WE ALL COMPLAIN ... one complains and we all follow the suit ... when will we ever learn to face the reality? ... but that wud mean growing up .. so i m gonna answer the question myself
---NEVER

Last Post for the year 2006

Well here we are again ... the end of another year .. well not quite .. but well with just anotehr 22 hrs to go .. i think nothing drastic can happen in that time ... so lets round the year off shall we ...

A year that can be sumed up in one word .. and trust me that I like to .. use just one word for it .. but the last quater of the year is just stopping me form doing that .. this year started on a low .. but really reached the rock bottom by august but then things started to get better towards the end of the third quater and the last 3 months ahve been the best i ve had in a long time .. except the last 10 days of the yuear didnt go as expected

professionally .. the year has been rough ,, after a year of constant problems with my boss , being highly dis satisfied with the job, i finnally made the switch to another job that has turned out to be the best move i ve made so far while being in this country. Got a significant pay rise, got a job where i can actually learn a lot and utilise all that i know .. so things have gone for the better

otherwise after living in hell (coventry) for a year, having soo many issues with people, after being let down by people time and time again i have finnaly managed to let all that go and concentrate on the principle of me first .. though natural insticts are tuff to leave behind but i am getting there

Leaving coventry and moving back to lufbra was probably the best thing that has happened to me over the past two years ... I have found two people who have managed to bring some sanity and purpose to my meaningless existance in this coutry... where my stuypendous nature of going out of the way for others has brought me somethign apart from disappointment and regret .. instead i ve gained an invalueable friend and satisfaction that my time spent here has not been a total loss and my experiences can actually help people with their problems.

the main question is where do I go from here ... what does the comming year hold for me ... is the turbulent time of my life finally over ... will it be smooth sailing from now on ... will the long residing question in my mind be answered ... will my craziness ever come to an end .... i guess i ll have to wait and see

one other thing .. one of my addictions came to an end in the last year as well .. Charmed a Tv show that i had watched and followed for the last 8 years finally concluded so now where do we go ... well I am still hooked to smallville and now i ve picked up a new obsession .. HEROES ... now how long will that last.

The answer to all these things is what the future holds for me .. when where or how they will be answered i do not know .. thats the only thrill and adventure left in my life and thats what making it worth living ...

I guess with another 21 hrs to go .. I ll make an early start and wish you all A Very very Happy New Year and may your life be far less comlicated then mine