Well here we are again ... the end of another year .. well not quite .. but well with just anotehr 22 hrs to go .. i think nothing drastic can happen in that time ... so lets round the year off shall we ...
A year that can be sumed up in one word .. and trust me that I like to .. use just one word for it .. but the last quater of the year is just stopping me form doing that .. this year started on a low .. but really reached the rock bottom by august but then things started to get better towards the end of the third quater and the last 3 months ahve been the best i ve had in a long time .. except the last 10 days of the yuear didnt go as expected
professionally .. the year has been rough ,, after a year of constant problems with my boss , being highly dis satisfied with the job, i finnally made the switch to another job that has turned out to be the best move i ve made so far while being in this country. Got a significant pay rise, got a job where i can actually learn a lot and utilise all that i know .. so things have gone for the better
otherwise after living in hell (coventry) for a year, having soo many issues with people, after being let down by people time and time again i have finnaly managed to let all that go and concentrate on the principle of me first .. though natural insticts are tuff to leave behind but i am getting there
Leaving coventry and moving back to lufbra was probably the best thing that has happened to me over the past two years ... I have found two people who have managed to bring some sanity and purpose to my meaningless existance in this coutry... where my stuypendous nature of going out of the way for others has brought me somethign apart from disappointment and regret .. instead i ve gained an invalueable friend and satisfaction that my time spent here has not been a total loss and my experiences can actually help people with their problems.
the main question is where do I go from here ... what does the comming year hold for me ... is the turbulent time of my life finally over ... will it be smooth sailing from now on ... will the long residing question in my mind be answered ... will my craziness ever come to an end .... i guess i ll have to wait and see
one other thing .. one of my addictions came to an end in the last year as well .. Charmed a Tv show that i had watched and followed for the last 8 years finally concluded so now where do we go ... well I am still hooked to smallville and now i ve picked up a new obsession .. HEROES ... now how long will that last.
The answer to all these things is what the future holds for me .. when where or how they will be answered i do not know .. thats the only thrill and adventure left in my life and thats what making it worth living ...
I guess with another 21 hrs to go .. I ll make an early start and wish you all A Very very Happy New Year and may your life be far less comlicated then mine
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